it doesnt feel like the past anymore.im tired.i dont know what to do anymore.i feel sad to see that things turn out like this.sigh.you dont seem like you even care.why?this is not my first time feeling so stress during this period of time.it happened a few times but i didnt really mention about it.i just kept quiet.because i know if i bring it up,we'll quarrel again.i dont know how long more can i hold on to it.but i will still try my best to hold on to it.