its 2:07am now.and im crying like fcuk.it reminds me of two years ago when he just turn his back to me and leave.the moment he step out of the door,tears flow like it has never flow before.i dont want the same thing to happen on me again.i feel like shutting myself up.but on the other hand,i need someone here with me now and give me a big warm hug.im so damn upset.its like,i've no one to talk to.it seems like all my darlings have left me.and im all alone now no one to talk to.fwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!:'(
jacklyn oh jacklyn,why is your life this sad at this moment?:'(


darling,feiyan,jessica,lee,melissa,peishan,i need you guys right now:'(