so many things happened in my life recently.my life's screwed.i've got so much to do,yet so little time.i really hate myself.i hate myself for my character,for being a tardy queen,for being a useless friend,for being a useless daughter.i know i really really need to change,for my laziness,for my late-ness,for my attitude,for everything.fuck.what have i been doing?arghhhhh.im really on the verge of banging my head my the wall!fwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!:'(

sorry jess for being late that day.i know you're still piss though.really sorry.
sorry peishan for everything.you should know what im referring to though.really sorry.



see,im really good at pissing people off.i've pissed two of my friends off.sigh.i need to change!:'(

okay bye.