so much to say.
but yet,
idk how to start.
its too much.


anyways,
people always say,
jac,you must understand.try giving in.
you needa know blahblahblah
you needa understand that blahblahblah.
i know.
i know i have to understand.
thats why i kept quiet and indirectly forced myself to do things that i dont feel like doing.

people will think,
you can just voice out ma.no one's forcing you.
sigh.
but,so what if i voice out?
will things change?
will it make things/situations/people better?
the answer is,
a big F no.
so,just chill and give in(:
true?
thats why,
by shutting my mouth/myself up,
its da best yo!
oh ya,i really agree that
the lesser things you know,
the lesser 'burden' you needa carry.
in short,
its less stressful.

aishh.
whatever.
shhhhhhhhhhh!

shut up!:X