im tired.my body's tearing apart.
im very very tired.
of everything,of being who i am.
of being the *ohsocheerful* jac.
of meeting selfish and irritating people.
simply tired.
but yet,i know i have to perservere and stay strong.
i miss baby alot. :'(
more than you can think.
i really wish that he's here with me.
i feel glad that i got a cute mum.
trying to do stupid stuffs to make to smile.
mummy i love you. :')
cant help but think,of the times i've had with you
pictures and some memories will have to help me through
:'(
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Day 5
11 more days to go.
its torturing!:'(
baby,i miss you!:'(
i've been thinking of you everyday,
oh god,please let time pass asap!:(
its torturing!:'(
baby,i miss you!:'(
i've been thinking of you everyday,
oh god,please let time pass asap!:(
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Lost Without You
stayed over at hubby's house ytd night.
accompanied him to tekong for his oath-taking ceremony together with his family this morning.
he teared in the morning.so did i.
sigh.for two weeks,i wont be seeing him
i wont know what he's doing during the day until when he call/text me at night.
no one's gonna wake up just to check whether im alr up ready to go for work.
no one's gonna hold my hand tightly when i cross the road.
look out for me and stuffs.
everything,everything.
baby,
i used to think that those girls who cry when their love ones going ns,
are crasiee.
but now,i know why.
i understand how they feel.
y'know,when i saw you leaving to your bunk,
i feel so lost.
i dont know how to describe how i feel.
just,lost.
im on the verge of bursting my tears out.
but,i dont want you to worry.
when i reach home,tears just kept rolling down my cheeks.
i miss you.very much.
everytime i read the note that you wrote,i tear.
i know how important you are to me and how i am to you.
my heart hurts when i see you cry.
you dont know how much i dont want you to go,
but i have to.there's no choice.
for everything,im gonna wait for you no matter what,
and lastly,i love you(:
In times of happiness,how time flies
Months of fun & laughter pass,in a blink of an eye.
There comes time that we both will be apart,
But no doubt about it,you'll always be here in my heart.
Since we've embarked on this journey,i've always been true.
Everyday spent together is proof that im true to you.
Being with you are the best days of my life.
Without you around,i'll be questioned how i would survive.
This love that we share is sacred and bliss,
Wishing that the days to come will only be better than this.
I truly hope that 'US' will stand the test of time,
And our love to be much stronger at the end of this rhyme.
Promise me,love,that you'd always look out for yourself,
We vibe together as one,like you are my air and i am your health. \/\/
Love U Many Many!!!:D
MangkOk
accompanied him to tekong for his oath-taking ceremony together with his family this morning.
he teared in the morning.so did i.
sigh.for two weeks,i wont be seeing him
i wont know what he's doing during the day until when he call/text me at night.
no one's gonna wake up just to check whether im alr up ready to go for work.
no one's gonna hold my hand tightly when i cross the road.
look out for me and stuffs.
everything,everything.
baby,
i used to think that those girls who cry when their love ones going ns,
are crasiee.
but now,i know why.
i understand how they feel.
y'know,when i saw you leaving to your bunk,
i feel so lost.
i dont know how to describe how i feel.
just,lost.
im on the verge of bursting my tears out.
but,i dont want you to worry.
when i reach home,tears just kept rolling down my cheeks.
i miss you.very much.
everytime i read the note that you wrote,i tear.
i know how important you are to me and how i am to you.
my heart hurts when i see you cry.
you dont know how much i dont want you to go,
but i have to.there's no choice.
for everything,im gonna wait for you no matter what,
and lastly,i love you(:
In times of happiness,how time flies
Months of fun & laughter pass,in a blink of an eye.
There comes time that we both will be apart,
But no doubt about it,you'll always be here in my heart.
Since we've embarked on this journey,i've always been true.
Everyday spent together is proof that im true to you.
Being with you are the best days of my life.
Without you around,i'll be questioned how i would survive.
This love that we share is sacred and bliss,
Wishing that the days to come will only be better than this.
I truly hope that 'US' will stand the test of time,
And our love to be much stronger at the end of this rhyme.
Promise me,love,that you'd always look out for yourself,
We vibe together as one,like you are my air and i am your health. \/\/
Love U Many Many!!!:D
MangkOk
Monday, October 19, 2009
today was fun!
went bedok inter for lunch with hubby,mum,bro,aunt valerie and kingston.
took bus to east coast park for cycling.
went for dinner at golden mile.had steamboat!yummy!
cabbed to tampines to meet uncle for chilling session.
i swear that the driver was suparrrr funny!LOL!
then,home sweet home!
fun!i love!:D
tomorrow will be my first day of work at the 'korean boutique'.
nervous?yes.a lil'.
please let tomorrow be a smooth day for me!
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
went bedok inter for lunch with hubby,mum,bro,aunt valerie and kingston.
took bus to east coast park for cycling.
went for dinner at golden mile.had steamboat!yummy!
cabbed to tampines to meet uncle for chilling session.
i swear that the driver was suparrrr funny!LOL!
then,home sweet home!
fun!i love!:D
tomorrow will be my first day of work at the 'korean boutique'.
nervous?yes.a lil'.
please let tomorrow be a smooth day for me!
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
found a new job at far east today,randomly.
the boss seem to be a lil' fierce.
been finding a job for the pass few weeks.
now that i got one,
im actually not very happy.
idk why why why.
sigh.
5bucks/hour. with commission.
my mood now is like,
sian sian sian.
boooooooooooooooooooness~
anyways,i am someone,who think alot.
in every way.
Bless The Broken Road-Rascal Flatts
I set out on a narrow way,
many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Yes He did
I think about the years I spent, just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
But now I'm just rolling home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you(:
the boss seem to be a lil' fierce.
been finding a job for the pass few weeks.
now that i got one,
im actually not very happy.
idk why why why.
sigh.
5bucks/hour. with commission.
my mood now is like,
sian sian sian.
boooooooooooooooooooness~
anyways,i am someone,who think alot.
in every way.
Bless The Broken Road-Rascal Flatts
I set out on a narrow way,
many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Yes He did
I think about the years I spent, just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
But now I'm just rolling home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you(:
Monday, October 12, 2009
read jess's blog just now.
and,true.
time flies.and i meant flies!
life's a fast game.
everytime,when you enjoying yourselves happily with your love ones,
time will pass as soon as it can.
but when you're going thru the difficult times,
time will go as slow as it can.
sigh.i know.this is life.
last year,i quit school,
then i went shri for my hr course.
start working at tru at mid of november.
everything was well and fine.
celebrated my 17th birthday at the end of december.
it was fun.really.
with all my love ones around(although there are some cockups).
then,danceworks 09' at around march.
birthday celebrations for darlings on their bdae.
went minds cafe at the beginning of july with darls.
happening and damn fun!:D
tru dnd at august.
had fun playing with helium gas!:D
050909 till now,is my happiest time of this year.
you entered my life and became a part of me.
now,the one thing that we have to face,
is the future.
next thursday,you'll be booking in.
for two weeks,i will not be seeing your cute face.
i know that i will miss you for sure.
cause,no one's gonna entertain me like you do.
you're not there to tell me how much you love me every single day
no one's gonna hold my hand when crossing the road
sigh.as you know,
i have already used to seeing your face everyday.
oh gosh,two weeks is like longgggggggg.
baby,always remember,i love you.(:
anyways,please let me find a new job asap!:(
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you
you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
and,true.
time flies.and i meant flies!
life's a fast game.
everytime,when you enjoying yourselves happily with your love ones,
time will pass as soon as it can.
but when you're going thru the difficult times,
time will go as slow as it can.
sigh.i know.this is life.
last year,i quit school,
then i went shri for my hr course.
start working at tru at mid of november.
everything was well and fine.
celebrated my 17th birthday at the end of december.
it was fun.really.
with all my love ones around(although there are some cockups).
then,danceworks 09' at around march.
birthday celebrations for darlings on their bdae.
went minds cafe at the beginning of july with darls.
happening and damn fun!:D
tru dnd at august.
had fun playing with helium gas!:D
050909 till now,is my happiest time of this year.
you entered my life and became a part of me.
now,the one thing that we have to face,
is the future.
next thursday,you'll be booking in.
for two weeks,i will not be seeing your cute face.
i know that i will miss you for sure.
cause,no one's gonna entertain me like you do.
you're not there to tell me how much you love me every single day
no one's gonna hold my hand when crossing the road
sigh.as you know,
i have already used to seeing your face everyday.
oh gosh,two weeks is like longgggggggg.
baby,always remember,i love you.(:
anyways,please let me find a new job asap!:(
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you
you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
Thursday, October 8, 2009
went for training at farrer park today.
will be starting a new job tomorrow.
but wont be staying long i guess.
but i LOVE the pay!
$8/hour to promote baby milk powder.
hmmmmmmmm.
just hope that there wont be stupid cust asking idiotic qn.
after training,went bugis to get a pair of jeans(for tmr).
then went popeyes with hubby,yani and aidil.
damn full you mei you.
shi bao de lor!
chill here and there,then home sweet home!:D
oh god,please let everything go smoothly tomorrow:(
will be starting a new job tomorrow.
but wont be staying long i guess.
but i LOVE the pay!
$8/hour to promote baby milk powder.
hmmmmmmmm.
just hope that there wont be stupid cust asking idiotic qn.
after training,went bugis to get a pair of jeans(for tmr).
then went popeyes with hubby,yani and aidil.
damn full you mei you.
shi bao de lor!
chill here and there,then home sweet home!:D
oh god,please let everything go smoothly tomorrow:(
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
i've been enjoying myself for the past few days and now,im sick.
having migranes and stuffs.feel so damn shag.
my body seemed to be tearing apart.
ah.whatever.
anyways,will be changing to another job soon.
real soon.
with a better pay.and i hope better environment(:
your words seems like needles poking thru my heart.and you have no idea how much i teared.sigh.
having migranes and stuffs.feel so damn shag.
my body seemed to be tearing apart.
ah.whatever.
anyways,will be changing to another job soon.
real soon.
with a better pay.and i hope better environment(:
your words seems like needles poking thru my heart.and you have no idea how much i teared.sigh.
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