Lost Without You

stayed over at hubby's house ytd night.
accompanied him to tekong for his oath-taking ceremony together with his family this morning.
he teared in the morning.so did i.
sigh.for two weeks,i wont be seeing him
i wont know what he's doing during the day until when he call/text me at night.
no one's gonna wake up just to check whether im alr up ready to go for work.
no one's gonna hold my hand tightly when i cross the road.
look out for me and stuffs.
everything,everything.
baby,
i used to think that those girls who cry when their love ones going ns,
are crasiee.
but now,i know why.
i understand how they feel.
y'know,when i saw you leaving to your bunk,
i feel so lost.
i dont know how to describe how i feel.
just,lost.
im on the verge of bursting my tears out.
but,i dont want you to worry.
when i reach home,tears just kept rolling down my cheeks.
i miss you.very much.
everytime i read the note that you wrote,i tear.
i know how important you are to me and how i am to you.
my heart hurts when i see you cry.
you dont know how much i dont want you to go,
but i have to.there's no choice.
for everything,im gonna wait for you no matter what,
and lastly,i love you(:

In times of happiness,how time flies
Months of fun & laughter pass,in a blink of an eye.
There comes time that we both will be apart,
But no doubt about it,you'll always be here in my heart.
Since we've embarked on this journey,i've always been true.
Everyday spent together is proof that im true to you.
Being with you are the best days of my life.
Without you around,i'll be questioned how i would survive.
This love that we share is sacred and bliss,
Wishing that the days to come will only be better than this.
I truly hope that 'US' will stand the test of time,
And our love to be much stronger at the end of this rhyme.
Promise me,love,that you'd always look out for yourself,
We vibe together as one,like you are my air and i am your health. \/\/

Love U Many Many!!!:D
MangkOk